Escape

I left town tonight for a few hours and I just got back. I was supposed to stay in the library and study and then get to bed early since I have to be at work at 8am but I must say that the escape was very nice and totally worth being tired tomorrow for. I miss driving.

Everyone and everything has been pissing me off lately. I'm even lashing out at my best friends. The stress of finals is really getting to me. Yesterday I started crying and couldn't stop. I was crying of relief for getting through my 48 hours of hell. I know it's a weird reaction, but I can't help it. It is how my body physically expresses relief after surviving insane amounts of stress.

I have to remind myself that I do this to myself. I don't blame anyone else, but I also don't ever learn from the past. Yikes!

Well I have to be up for work in 4 hours so maybe I can get some shut-eye.