People Suck!

I'm not really sure why I am so pessimistic about people today, but lately everyone has been pissing me off. Everyone, from close friends to people driving on the street, is doing stupid things to make me angry. Sometimes I wonder if it is a conspiracy against me. I've been reclusive lately. I don't go out with friends unless they call me. I haven't initiated a social event since school ended. And I pray that people won't call and ask me to do things. Last night I went and saw a movie alone and it was the most fun I've had at the movies in a while. No one is there to judge my choice in movies, and I don't have to worry about whether the people I'm with are having fun. I also went shopping by myself recently and that was fun. And I've even been exercising alone too. Blondie likes going on walks with me but I'd just rather go alone. I don't know why. Maybe it's just a phase. I've been having control issues lately too - or rather lack of control issues.

I think I need a vacation from life.

Having a 14 hour work day in front of me is probably not helping my attitude one bit.