I have decided...

I have decided to make some changes in my life. I am going to be more selfish. I am going to quit my job next month, just in time for me to go see my brand new nephew (oh, and the old one too, and my mom, my sister-in-law, and my brother). I am also going to do things that I want to do, because I want to do them and for no other reason. I'm tired of always thinking about other people, and making myself miserable for their benefit.

After my day of horror last week, it has taken me a while to get back into the groove of things. I have finally finished my essay, but still have not gotten my applications out. I am having to wait on letters of recommendation. I should have taken care of this months ago, but no - I'm a moron.

On a plus note, my house is clean. I am decluttering and trying to make it liveable. I have to limit my move back to Texas this december to what fits in my car. Um....yeah, that's not a whole lot of stuff. My mom is driving up from Texas to visit me next month, so maybe I can send her home with a lot of stuff. :) I'd like to keep my law books, but they will almost take up the whole car by themselves, so maybe they should go in my mom's car instead of mine. I really can't wait to start a new life in Texas. I get to throw away tons of stuff, sort through my lifetime of clutter, and maybe after the bar exam, move somewhere nice with Taz and start a life. Holy crap I'm getting ahead of myself. First I need to get up the courage to quit my job. That will be the drama for the next month. How long before my last day of work do I let my boss know I'm done? Do I tell them the truth or come up with some lame excuse for leaving? When exactly do I quit? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Last night my boyfriend kept talking about babies. He kept trying to think of names and telling me how cute I was for being squeamish when a friend brought up the subject. Apparently he wants to name our kids after us - a girl named after him and a boy named after me. Um....that's kinda narcissistic if you ask me. I have to say the whole thing makes me nervous.

Blondie went across the country to try to recruit students to come to our law school. I think she must have gotten abducted. She is MIA. Maybe she realized how fabulous tropical climates are and decided never to come back to this stupid frozen tundra.

Yeah, there isn't much other news. I tried to find the new country bar last weekend but failed miserably and I re-discovered a like of swimming.