In a really bad mood

I don't know why, but my mood and my attitude have been rapidly decreasing for the past week. I am no longer generous and have no regrets about screwing people over or just being mean to them. I am not even trying to justify or excuse my actions.

I had a take-home midterm that was assigned two weeks ago. I didn't even look at it until yesterday at 3pm and didn't start writing it until 7am this morning. I spent an hour before class, 30 min after class, took a nap, and spent another 3.5 hrs on it. That is 5 hrs I spent writing this thing. Somehow I managed to scrape together something that made sense (I hope). I ask that the grade doesn't reflect the trench time. We shall see.

Right now I'm sitting in the library and procrastinating once again. I have a 5-6 page paper due tonight and have only written a third of it. Why am I blogging if the paper is due in less than 2 hrs. Sometimes I don't understand myself.

All I want is to drive home, pick up taco bell on the way, watch murder she wrote when I get there, and cuddle with my cat. Somehow that isn't going to happen tonight. Especially since I have to be at school at 8am tomorrow morning.

I have to ask for letters of recommendation tomorrow. I'm not excited. I have this one professor that I love, but I've never asked him for anything before. I don't have a real relationship with him and I'm nervous about asking for a recommendation. This shit needs to be in soon so I've GOT TO STOP PROCRASTINATING. That seems to be the phrase of the evening. Oh man, when am I going to learn? When am I going to learn?

I guess I should go write.